anything but ordinary please...

let down your dEFenCeS, use no common SenSE. if you LOok you will SEe that this world is this BeaUtiFuL, accident, tURbuLeNT, suculent. i'm feeling pErMAneNT. no way, i won't tAStE it, don’t wanna WAsTe it away. sometimes i get so wEiRD, i even FReAk myself out. i laugh mYSeLF to sleep, it's my LuLLabY. is it enough? is it EnOUgH? is it enough to bReATh? somebody RiP my heart out and LeaVE me here to bLEed. is it enough to diE? somebody SAvE my life! i'd rather be aNYtHinG but ordinary please. is it eNoUGh? is it enough to die? sOMebODy save my LiFE! i'd rather be anything but OrdiNaRY please. i'd raTHeR be anything but ordinary PleASe...